Open A Window

March 13, 2014

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“Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.”

I love this because it’s true no one can make you feel better about yourself except yourself, no one can change how you feel, it’s only you! And you’ll never be happy if you continue to hold on to the things that make you sad. “Happiness is a choice” they say, and yeah things in life make it difficult, somedays you just don’t want to get out of bed you just want to lay there and that’s okay take a break but you need to get up at some point and everything will change when your desire to move on exceeds your desire to hold on. Because at the end of the day you control your own happiness. So be happy and just forget.. don’t wait for something or someone to make you happy make it yourself get up enjoy life open a window and whatever that is you love to do just go and do it and always be thankful for your family for your friends and for everything you have in life.

My Head is A forest

March 12, 2014

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Memories of Summer

March 12, 2014

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When I Woke Up In Milan

March 10, 2014

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undo

July 29, 2013

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Everything has a beginning and an end. Life is just a cycle of starts and stops. There are ends we don’t desire, but they’re inevitable, we have to face them. I know that each and every one of you have felt, at one point, like you couldn’t go on. But then you found hope. There’s always some way to find hope. Remember that. It’s just a little bit horrifying just how quickly everything can fall to crap. Sometimes, it takes a huge loss to remind you of what you care about the most. Sometimes, you find yourself becoming stronger as a result, wiser, better equipped to deal with the next big disaster that comes along. Sometimes, but not always.

 

Once A December

July 28, 2013

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“A bouquet of clumsy words: you know that place between sleep and awake where you’re still dreaming but it’s slowly slipping? I wish we could feel like that more often. I also wish I could click my fingers three times and be transported to anywhere I like. I wish that people didn’t always say ‘just wondering’ when you both know there was a real reason behind them asking. And I wish I could get lost in the stars. Listen, there’s a hell of a good universe next door, let’s go.” – E.E. Cummings

Heavy Sorrows

December 26, 2012

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I close my eyes and see all the puzzle pieces floating around in my mind. I hear them and watch them click in place and that’s when they finally become clearer to me. I see how nobody can save any one person, but also, how everybody needs someone. I see how shutting yourself up in a tiny compartment can suffocate you. I see how bottling everything up and stuffing it down can weigh you down. I see how sometimes you need complete darkness to see things you couldn’t or didn’t want to see before. I realize that sometimes what’s real isn’t pretty, but what’s pretty isn’t always real.

Many people say they’re empty. But i’m too full. Full of memories, fears, hope, love and anger. I have too much inside myself. I have a heart that’s getting too heavy to carry around.

I feel so much I can’t have peace.