On The Road 

April 1, 2016


I think things are beautiful when you don’t plan them, and you don’t have any expectations, and you’re not trying to get somewhere in particular. Caused all expectations are painful, expectation is only the root of all heartache. 

Open A Window

March 13, 2014

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“Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.”

I love this because it’s true no one can make you feel better about yourself except yourself, no one can change how you feel, it’s only you! And you’ll never be happy if you continue to hold on to the things that make you sad. “Happiness is a choice” they say, and yeah things in life make it difficult, somedays you just don’t want to get out of bed you just want to lay there and that’s okay take a break but you need to get up at some point and everything will change when your desire to move on exceeds your desire to hold on. Because at the end of the day you control your own happiness. So be happy and just forget.. don’t wait for something or someone to make you happy make it yourself get up enjoy life open a window and whatever that is you love to do just go and do it and always be thankful for your family for your friends and for everything you have in life.

Terrible Sleeping

April 16, 2012

Morning everyone, It’s 6am here and I have been up since 1am trying to go back to sleep but failed repeatedly. and I have 5 more hours till my first class so i guess there’s no going back to sleep now. 

 So finals are around the corner well actually i’m starting my first final exam this Tuesday so i guess it’s by the door then :p but yeah i have been feeling really stress lately and overwhelmed with the massive load of college work. and I can’t believe this semester is almost over as much as I would love for it to end I feel quiet bitter one more intersession semester for me and then it’s all gonna be over. inshalla well I hope.

 I kinda sound a little dramatic up there, well it’s has to be because of the lack of sleep so pass through all this. 

best of luck to everyone doing their exams now. it’s almost over or if not remember soon enough it will be so push yourself to get what you want and never give up it’s going to be all worth it at the end. xx

Broken promises

January 6, 2012


August 26, 2011

اللهم إياك نعبد ولك نصلي ونسجد وإليك نسعى نرجو رحمتك ونخشى عذابك إن عذابك بالكفار ملحق
اللهم اعنا ولاتعن علينا وانصرنا ولاتنصر علينا واهدنا ويسر الهدى لنا وانصرنا على من بغى علينا 
اللهم تقبل توبتنا واغسل حوبتنا واجب دعوتنا وثبت حجتنا واهد قلوبنا وسدد ألسنتنا واسلل سخيمة قلوبنا
اللهم إنا نسألك موجبات رحمتك وعزائم مغفرتك والسلامة من كل إثم والغنيمة من كل بر والفوز بالجنة والنجاة من النار ياحي ياقيوم برحمتك نستغيث اللهم اصلح لنا شأننا كله ولاتكلنا إلى أنفسنا طرفة عين ولاأقل من ذلك
اللهم نسألك من الخير كله عاجله وآجله ماعلمنا منه ومالم نعلم ونعوذ بك من الشر كله عاجله و آجله ماعلمنا منه ومالم نعلم 
اللهم إنا نسألك صحة في إيمان وإيمان في حسن خلق ونجاح يتبعه فلاح ورحمة منك وعافية ومغفرة منك ورضوانا
اللهم إنا نسألك إيمانا لايرتد ونعيما لاينفد وقرة عين لاتنقطع ومرافقة نبينا محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم في أعلى جنان الخلد
اللهم اعطنا ولاتحرمنا وزدنا ولا تنقصنا واكرمنا ولا تهنا وآثرنا ولاتؤثر علينا
اللهم يافالق الحب والنوى ويامنشئ الأجساد بعد البلا 
اللهم رغبنا فيما يبقى وزهدنا فيما يفنى واغفر لنا الآخرة والأولى
اللهم إنا نعوذ بك من جهد البلاء ودرك الشقاء وسوء القضاء وشماتة الأعداء
اللهم نعوذ بك أن نقول زورا أو نغشى فجورا
اللهم طهر قلوبنا من النفاق وأعمالنا من الرياء وألسنتنا من الكذب وأعيننا من الخيانة إنك تعلم خائنة الأعين وماتخفي الصدور
اللهم اجعل رزقنا رغدا و لاتشمت بنا أحدا ولاتجعل لكافر علينا يدا
اللهم آمنا في أوطاننا واحفظ اللهم أولات أمورنا و وفق بالحق إمامنا و ولي أمرنا
اللهم اكف المسلمين كيد الكفار ومكر الفجار وشر الأشرار وشر طوارق الليل والنهار ياعزيز ياغفار
اللهم اغثنا اللهم ارزقنا الغيث ولاتجعلنا من القانطين
اللهم إنا نسألك من خير ماسألك به نبيك محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم ونعوذ بك اللهم من شر مااستعاذ به نبيك محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم
اللهم إنا نعوذ برضاك من سخطك وبمعافتك من عقوبتك ومنك لانحصي ثناء عليك أنت كما أثنيت على نفسك 
اللهم صلي وسلم على النبي المصطفى والرسول المجتبى وعلى آله وأصحابه أجمعين

Forget, forgotten

August 19, 2011

I was watching an old episode of grey’s anatomy today while working out , and at the end of the episode something really caught my attention.

“In life only one thing is certain, besides death and taxes… No matter how hard we try, No matter how good our intentions, We are going to make mistakes. We are going to hurt people. We are going to get hurt. And if you’re ever going to recover, There’s only one thing to say. Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, We want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, We want to be right. Without forgiveness, nothing is ever settled. Hurts never heal. And the most we can hope for… Is to forget.” – Meredith Grey

I guess all we can hope for is one day we’re really going to forget that things that hurt us and the people that betrayed us, cause really that’s the only thing we can do to move on..